Tuesday, August 23, 2005
2 papers down n counting..!! hehe.. act e papers r not tt difficult esp if u studied..hahaha..but den again here n there cant realli rem..den juz anyhow explain myself..i tink it sux.. my explanation i mean..hehe..but okok lo..hehe..tml is stats juz read thru e theory..think sure cant rem oso..haha nvm ba..tml mornin if got mood juz look thru again lo..not definations ba..oso cant rem de..hehe juz hope e qn not hard lo..den can score fr there..hehehe
yes..!! they let mi out on fri..!! wahahaha..so happy..but can tell my mum oso dun reali wan let de lo..haix..i mean sort of expected..i tink sure is dad tell mum let mi go de..haix..oh well..n guess wat?! they let mi work during hols..!! hehehe..happy happy.. guess i was wrong e letter did help mi somehow..i need 2 give them more time..baby wait wif mi okie? i love u.. hmm.. reali reali hope mum would accept tings.. but noe sth? my story sounds kinda like some1 i noe..n tt some1's story ended sad..haix..somehow there is dis fear tt my story will end like their's haix..i shan't tink anymore..juz tink of fri fri n fri..!! hehe..but mum kept sayin wat fri dun go out 2 early..den wat dun come back 2 late..haix..den wat u wan mi 2 do sia?! haix..4get it..im tired..aren;t u? u always said dun gif u stress..but somehow those stress is u wan 2 put it there..kinda like mi..haix..i try not 2 put it there liao..but e fear of e both of u make mi stress..haix..i wan 2 b carefree..mum stop it ok? im turing 17..plx..i wan a life..a happy life wif frdx 2.. haix.. or m i in e wrong? as usual? sigh....
sometimes i reali feel bad..i noe u care tts y u r like tt..i noe u b e bad person so tt my life will not b painful..but mum..im trapped..btwn u both n him..sigh..its kinda hard figuring tings out like dis.. when we r not meant 2 b.. we wun.. we'll end up breakin up..mayb i waste my life but den its ok ba..i chose my path..i'll live with it n face all e probs..mayb its meant 2 b tt way? hmm..wateva happens..i reali hope u'll support my decisions even if u tink its wrong..ok? i love u both n of cos wei yi.. i reali hate 2 b rude 2 u esp u mum.. but den haiz...
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thinking of you @ 9:16 PM